emo bullshit

[splinteredstar]

sometimes my brain chemistry fucks me over

this is apparently ones of those times. one of those months, even. 

I should be asleep right now. but it's one of those times where it's way later than I should be up but I'm stuck awake because i'm feeling alone and worthless and am convinced that everyone has forgotten about me and i'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and maybe i should just make peace with it, but that just seems so sad.

...I've been like this for a week now, in various forms. Half the time I don't even know why. 

...I should try and sleep now. Sorry for whining all over you. 

Comments

[veleda_k]

You never have to be sorry for feeling down and wanting to tell someone. I hope this passes soon, but even if it doesn't, I'm thinking about you.

[splinteredstar]

Thanks. *hugs* I imagine you know what it's like to have your brain chemistry actively fuck you over, eh?

And I know that. But I still feel guilty and like I'm just depressing everyone around me. I think I'm through the worst of it, though. We'll see.

*snuggles*