Yeah, but the problem with rape fantasies is that it requires someone to be a rapist. As a dominant, that would be me. I'm not comfortable with that, and I'm not comfortable with the thought that it might be kind of appealing. That fucking terrifies me.

I have to analyze my feelings though, or else I'm just going to keep tripping up over them and getting mired in these bogs of self-loathing and confusion. Even if it doesn't change what I feel, knowing why I react the way I do is my responsibility as a self-aware human being and (I think) especially as a dominant.


You're more of a dom? Pity. You'd be cute collared. *wink*