Yeah. Alcohol is sometimes nice. (I'm sober now.) But beer is only good when there's enough of other things that I can't taste it.

Yeah. It was just a very long long week. I'm just hoping that one of the applications I put in actually seemed worthwhile enough for people to check me out. It's that whole "but why would anyone be interested in me" deal.

(Best friend managed to kick a bit of sense into me on the issue. I just have issues with failure anyway, so going somewhere just to explain how much of a fuck up I am feels like a fucking bad idea. But I probably should.)