I can't stand beer. I hear it's an acquired taste, but I can't be bothered to acquire it.

But I ended having a panic attack before I could even call the number.

This is very familiar to me. I'm so sorry. I know how much it sucks. I hope things pick up for you.

(P.S. I've been in therapy on and off for over fifteen years. If you ever want to discuss it with me, I'd be happy to talk about it. Or not. Whatever makes you feel best.)